the saddest day ):

today i really not happy ): why god was so not fair to me ? my all fren was happy wiff their family . but I didn't . u don know the feeling how sad am i ): tml i s my babe boy JOSHUA HO CHUNG YUNG birthday ): i really hope i can out pui him . i wan he happy ):
thx for he understand me . at dat thursday nite i was crying while called him . he keep tam me say ; 'bii , guai guai don cry le k ? sayang u la don cry . ' heard he say this word i become more sad but i felt warm . i kept crying . then after that i din do anything , i sms my boy and told he i wan rest early , and i say i miss he , he got bsb match dat nite . he won (: haha . then i direct go to bed slept . since 5++ p.m until the next morning , i got skul band practice .after finish i back home sms wif my babe boy . we chat bout many things . i really can felt the love that he give me (: it was very xin fu (: thx babe . mwakssss !
then i online i saw my lou po angul and doolly persuade me . thx darlings (: appreciate got u guys (: i love them in my life . family too ): but i hope they will know THE THINGS I WAN_____FREEDOM ):